Every night I rush to my bed with hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you in my dream.

I hate looking at myself and realizing that I don't like what I see. I hate looking back at things I did and wondering why was I like that. Everyday there's something wrong. Just one trivial thing that can make me unhappy for just a moment. It's like not even possible to have a day without a bad feeling.

What is it with guys and Dota? lol.

rofl.

I miss all of them. Met 'em bck in KL.

Aunty Pat(Dhiren's mum)

Pavitra.♥ cuzzie. miss you.

Vickknesh ♥ cuzzie.

cry baby cry

muka lempeng.

watching the wiggles

dancing to the wiggles.

Dhiren. ♥ I miss you.

after swimming

must be one of his screaming match. lol.

watching The Wiggles on youtube.

Nishad. ♥ my nephew.

Leha.♥ niece.

my crazy hyper niece Leha. ♥♥

Leha baby. ♥

Dhiren & The Wiggles.

after swimming.

Dhiren's shocked look cause he can watch The Wiggles in the car.
His mum fixed a tv in the car.

so cutee :)

Jst got bck from KL yesterday night.
I miss Dhiren sooo much.

I MISS.

-Dhiren.
-The Wiggles.
-Waking up late and lazing around.
-Late night suppers with Sushil Mama.
-Sleeping late while watching Sushil mama drink his beers before he has dinner at 12 or 1 a.m.
-Looking for nursery rymes on youtube for Dhiren.
-Play Your Guitar With Murray, Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, Rock A Bye Your Bear, Small People, Say Hello and lots more.
-The way Dhiren holds me when he pee in his napkin.
-The look Dhiren gives when his napkin falls. haha.
-Dhiren's cheeky look.
-When Dhiren pretends to choke or cough.
-Dhiren's screaming match.
-SWIMMING WITH DHIREN. aaaa.
-Dhiren's elmo.
-Dhiren's sleeping outfit. so cute.
-Watching him play in the bathtube.
-The cheeky look Dhiren gives when he wakes up.
-When he wants us to take him go Kai Kai.
-Everytime I'm thirsty, I jst need to open the fridge and there'll be cokes, shandys,beers....
-Feeding Dhiren his cheesesticks.
-Burger king, Subway and McD.
-Shopping.

I miss everything. Holiday in KL. DHIREN...

Dhiren, jujubee, bubu, bebe, baby, dd, baby d,
LUKE DHIREN KUMAR LIM VASUDEVAN, I miss you sooo much. :(

I can't upload th other pics yet. I lost the camera cable.

Exaggerating.

So I go on this merry go round trying to chase a love that can never be found.
Time to say goodbye.
It's over.

There wasn't anything I didn't love about you.
You'd do some stupid things and I'd laugh at those too.

Though you'd be the only one that can make me smile.
Though you'd be the only one that really knows how.
I gotta get you out of my system.

I replayed it over and over again.
You were my boy and now we ain't even friends.
You could have been my all or nothing.
But now to me you're nothing.

Put on a pedestal, boy I held you so high.
Was never to good at finding the words to describe.
Just how I felt of you but you know that I tried.
And you know exactly how I felt.

You damn near were my everything.
You're still in my mind.
But I'd rather be here all alone.
And I'm doing just fine.
Gotta take it back to the days before we met.
And live our lives as strangers again.

December days, my summer turned to winter when you went away.
I can't help but to wonder.
Was he worth my pain?
I cried and now I'm living with just memories.

I wish life had a backspace button.

Syaz said;
"Face the shit Mel, this is life"
I guess that's what I'm gonna do.

When Boredom Strikes.

candid. thanks syaz ♥

Deep ♥

CATFIGHT! haha.

like getek kn?

Syaz ♥

Mena ♥

Friends Forever-Vitamin C

Deeennnn.

Tommy ♥

Amanda ♥

Zerhan

Edddrryyyy

San San ♥

Rose && Deep ♥

Ain && Sharmaine ♥

SYAZ ♥

Ain ♥

Reynalton (I wanna retake. ugly bha this pic. haha)

Datu

Deon

Yesterday was the last day of school.
but i had to go today for the hari kecemerlangan thingy. crap. =.=/
honestly, i miss school and my classmates alrdy.
I miss playing uno and joking around with all of them.
I miss Tommy talking to me abt the argument he had with his gf.
I miss talking and singing with San San.
I miss Edry's funny face. I miss pinching Deen's cheecks.
I miss playing uno with Deon, Edry and Datu coz the game will never end! hahaha.
weird...I actly miss Zerhan's "uii, purple pen" look. haha.
I'm gonna miss Imran who always listens to my lame stories and constant whining.
I miss Sharmaine, Ain, Syaz, Deep.

I miss having recess with Rose. 2 BURGERS AND 2 MILO KOTAK! ;p
I'm gonna miss friday's with Amanda.
I miss purple pen's laugh. the best :)
I MISS PURPLE PEN LIKE NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE.

omg. omg. omg. I actly cried last night. I can't believe i actly miss school. next year i'll be form5 alrdy, last year in school. I promise myself to be more hardworking next year. I wanna study hard.
I don't wanna simply be absent. I wanna appreciate school life. I wanna treasure every high school memory i'll ever have.