These Things I'll Never Say....

Hey "DR" a.k.a Purple Pen .

Can everything between us really get better?

Because it hurts like this.
And when i see you being effortless,
I get discouraged.
What am i fighting for??
Love??
With who??
For who??
For what??
I love you and i will always do.
Everything i do. EVERY single thing.
Its all for you.
And you...
You just don't see it.
You see nothing.

I miss you . :(

True Friends-Miley Cyrus .

Pictures of me and Syaz .
Taken yesterday before the movie . :D

I Do Not Hook Up-Kelly Clarkson .

Oh Gawd !
F*ck NIE .
2000 word essay .
I just realised that I have not done my
goddamnit moral and sivik project .
And I'm not done with the NIE competition 's
2000 word essay .
And I have to pass it all up on monday .
Today's friday .
I doubt I can finish it up by Monday .
Damn it !
Where the hell are my group members ?
I'm so stressed out that I can cry .
I don't even know where to start .
I have got all the info(s) for the NIE essay .
Just need my mum to check if it's suitable .
I have no idea how the cover should be .


Meanwhile, I've been trying to release my stress .
Enjoying the last days of hols .
While counting the days for school to reopen .
Besides Facebook's Mafia Wars .
I have been on one of the most hilarious website .
Perez Hilton's website .
It's a goddamnit awesome website mann !
link, http:perezhilton.com/
And seventeen.com

gtg and continue with my stuffs .

Here are some LOL youtube videos links
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cNkp4QF3we8
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=meu6WlGo8R4
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=plKs24Uvk-s
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RgL2MKfWTo

The Climb-Miley Cyrus

Yeah baby, I'm totally in love with that song .

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

em, I slept over at Mai's house yesterday, again . Before that as usual we went to kbox and all . Then we went to the cc to search for info for the NIE thingy . After we got those infos we couldn't save it in the pendrive . Something wrong with the stupid comp . =.=/ But thank God the kakak there was willing to help . She saved it her email sent it to me later on . Thanks Roselyn ! (: Then we went back to Mai's house . So much for our plan to the NIE thingy in the night . We spent the whole night talking, and Mai got....ahahaha ! sshhh . lol . And then today morning the actual plan was to come to my house and go online and search for infos and again our plan got cancelled . Juju called and asked us to go for a movie with Mimie . (: so yeah, Night At The Museum . Damn funny . Okay, LOL movie . While waiting for my mum , we had a drink in a-so-called-cafe la . When my mum arrived we all stood and waited in front of the cafe then we got into the car . On the way, Mai was like "staga, teda plk kita bayar minuman kta tdi" . We were all like . OMG !!! embarassing . lol . Then my mum asked to go tomorrow and get it settled . ahahahaha . haihh . embarassing .
Sorry for such a boring post .

Just Woke Up Face .

Juju, Melo, Mai

BFF-Before Movie

BOWLING TIME ! Me, Juju, Mimie .

Juju, Mai, Melo, Mimie .

Playboys . Gawd! You guys should get a life !

I got this from Dora .
Whooa . I totally love it .
Everything below...so damn true .

Bebedah kau lelaki playboy !!!

kau fikir kau tu kacak kau boleh mengorat siapa2 saja yang kau mau la hah??? TOLONGLAH!! lelaki macam kau nie boleh berambus dari dunia nie ko tau!

kau x kenal erti setia!
kau anggap semua perempuan sama saja!
sedangkan kasih nya padamu tulus!

KAU MEMANG BEDEBAH!

kau tak tau menghargai perempuan!
kau ucap "i miss you..i love you..muach" pada kekasih hati tapi apa?? KAU BEDEBAH!!
kau ucap juga kata2 itu pada perawan lain..

kau kata kau sayang kekasihmu
tapi apa kau buat?
cukup sekadar sebuah ciuman di bibir gadis lain
dan kau tipu dia!! kekasihmu! kasihan ah kasihan
kau tak mengerti rasanya
bila kita dikhianati kekasih sendiri yang amat kita sayangi
apa kau faham?
TIDAK!
SEBAB KAU BEDEBAH!!

"Miss..Love.."? kau fikir senang ucap kata itu?
Cukup lah pada cinta mu..
Yang kau GATAL, SUNDAL mau ucap pada si dara yang lain kenapa?
jika dia yang mengucapkan kata2 itu padamu, benar ya benar hatinya
KAU PULA?? nafsu serakah mu tak sah kalau bukan pada yang satu!
sebab itu aku panggil KAU BEDEBAH!!

Ahhhhh
Dia cukup sayang kan kau, kau tahu tak??
Dia mimpikan kau! Dia selalu lihat kau tatkala matanya tertutup
Katanya "Cinta ini hanya untuk dia, hanya dia"
TAPI HOI LELAKI KAU MEMANG BODOH DAN BEDEBAH!
kau tak nampak ka dia sayang sangat dekat kau hah??

TOLONG LAH! PLEASEE!
dia berhabis duit untuk kau, buat diri dia sentiasa cantik agar kau tak pergi pada gadis lain
dia sanggup pergi topup untuk kau, walaupun dia terpaksa jalan kaki sejauh itu
semuanya untuk kau!
dia sanggup tak tidur malam, kalau kau online waktu tu
dia sanggup tak tidur malam, untuk call kau saja
dia sanggup dia sanggup dia sanggup

ITUPUN KAU TAK NAMPAK KA HAH??

KAU BUTA??

aku tanya betul2 ni

kau jangan diam2 situ

KAU JAWAB!!!

kau jangan gelak!

BEDEBAH PUNYA LELAKI

Kau kata kau boleh hantar kekasih hatimu ke mana saja dia mahu pergi
Wahhh, Benarrr...Dia TERHARU kau kata begitu
ALAMAK sayangnya, kenderaanmu itu sudah berganti-ganti gadis di dalamnya
kau ucap benda yang sama pada MEREKA..
kau fikir apa?
perempuan ini baju? senang dibeli, senang koyak, senang dibuang? begitu?
alah membeli menang memakai?
KEPALA MU LAH senang dibeli senang koyak senang dibuang!
oh aku pasti KAU MEMANG BEDEBAH!

Kepada sesiapa yang terasa a.k.a PLAYBOY ni: "Aku tau kau memang dalam keadaan sedar ketika membaca ni, TAPI aku tau ko memang TAKKAN SEDAR la bengok!! cermin diri kau tu! kau ingat balik apa akan jadi one day nanti, bila perempuan yang pada masa tu kau betul2 sayang, kau betul2 betul betul betul sayang, tiba2 tinggalkan kau atau lagi teruk, PERMAINKAN KAU! ingat! karma itu berlaku! ahh kau takkan sedar punya lah!"

SAYA PERCAYA KARMA ITU BERLAKU

saya punya pengalaman

*****reda sedikit rasa marah, entah kenapa...terima kasih kerana menyedarkan saya kembali dari tidur yang lena dan mimpi indah nan sementara ini

-Nur Isadora Ismail . :D

Bailin. :D

So yeah, I finally went to Bailin just now .

And my tummy still feels hot and weird after all the drinks I had .
Lets see, Bloody Mary--Planter's Spunch--White Russian--Tianacholed--Strawberry somethang --Beer . Gawd~! There's burning sension in my tummy .
Must be because of those mixed up drinks . lol .
The cozy atmosphere was awesome ! loved it (:
It was windy . which made it more awesome .
Met my ex cyclist trainer and some other trainees too . wee~~!!
Gawd~! My tummy still hurts .
I love lovee loveed the White Russian drink .
But the Bloody Mary ! haihhh . I would describe it as BLOODY HELL .
When the waiter brought the Bloody Mary he said "Only unique people can have this drink" Dang~! I thought it would taste great but it turned out to be the most horrible drink I've ever had .
And I finally ended up having a glass of beer after the White Russian .
Ouh yahh, Bailin also had this kinda of sofa's which looked like beds .
And my dad was like "wahh, clever ohh the owner...after having a drink with the girl can sleep there somemore " lol . wth . pa...paa....
And again in the car my dad said "wahh, how good if I was still 23..now?
How to sleep there with my four children ?" lmao .
btw, the waiter who was serving us was hawt . xd (;


Dad was disturbing and making fun of me taking pics .


Don't mind the ugly smile .


Enjoying every bit of the White Russian . ~menikmati .

The White Russian .

:D

I finally ended up having a glass of Beer as my last drink .

The Drink Of The Day .
BLOODY MARY .
Which gave me HELL .

Angels And Demons .

I watched Angels and Demons last night with my family .
As usual, the movie was great .
It had Tom Hanks in it .
It was such an awesome + complicated movie .
Which made it more interesting .
To prove it watch youself ! (:
And another prove would be for the first time
my dad didn't sleep off . lol .
And for the first time he also didn't say "what crap was that ?"
lmao . Since he always says that after every movie we watch .
esp Harry Potter . lol .

About the movie...
I wonder how they allowed it to be taken in the
Vetican...or whatever you call it .
The director, Ron Howard must have splurged alot of money for it .

Sinopsis I guess ?

Angels & Demons has partially lived up to the expectations and hype that it has created among the movie going community in last one year's time. It started on a high note and maintained the pace well enough to keep the viewer on the edge of the seat, till the last 20 minutes. Director Ron Howard missed it in the last 20 minutes and you have that odd after-taste once the movie is finished.

The movie started with the death of the Pope and is followed by the theft of a canister containing Anti-matter. From there, a Harvard symbologist, Robert Langdon takes over. The story is well written by Dan Brown, which never lost the attention of the reader in its novel form. Akiva Goldsman did a fine job in adapting the story as a screenplay. There was enough of wit thrown in extremely fast paced story making sure that you will not get bored.

The good point that is to be noted is Ron Howard has learned from his past mistakes of adapting the Dan Brown novels. Davinci Code was a slow paced movie and it really never kept the viewer riveted to the plot. Also, in trying to stick to the novel, it made fun of itself at points. But, Angels & Demons has lot of deviations from the original novel which resulted in a better movie. Actually, Davinci Code was a failure as a movie. You will enjoy the movie only if you have already read the book. But, A&D can be enjoyed by people who haven't read the book also.

Vettoria Vetra was one thing I hated in the movie. The actress who did that role is relatively unknown and as expected, Ayelet Zurer could not make her presence felt anywhere in the movie. I still wish Ron has opted for Monica Belluci.

Go watch the movie, if you like fast paced thrillers with a plot twist at the end.

Lip Gloss-Lil' Mama

Last Wednesday, I went to Body Shop .
I am currently broke . :(
So I could only buy the
WILD CHERRY LIP BUTTER .
And I love it :D

Rich, intensive moisturiser for the lips with tantalising wild cherry.
Its creamy butter-like texture melts onto the lips to help prevent dryness,
leaving them feeling soft, smooth and kissable.

Glamorous-Fergie .

I have been in a shopping mood this past few days .
I feel like splurging alot of money .
Shop Till I Drop~
Unfortunately, the stuffs I want.....they don't have it in Sandakan .
*sigh*
Sandakan Sucks Bigtime !
Still love it thou . (:

Shopping Mood .

Roxy Hoodies . (:

Clocks

Semangat aku bangun pagi ne . lol .


BAGS !

I am head over heels in love with this bag .
idk why .
I hope they have it in a different colour .
Well, thats if they still have it .



Britney's Fantasy .


I am totally in love with this .
The scents in nice .
My cousin in Australia has this and I've tried it .
Whoa...nice (:

Take A Picture-Filter .

Thanks Dev and Charles for the Roxy Bags,
and
Forever21 accessories .
Luv 'em . (:
The song title goes to you .
Since you love that song .
:D

Rich Girl-Gwen Stefani .

I'm gonna die of boredom soon .
Gawd! It's killing me .
I'm currently addicted to Facebook's Mafia Wars .
Atleast that helps me kill abit of my boredom .
:(
Dang~!
I've got the green eye now.
I kinda envy alot of people now .
Dang~!
It's not that I hate 'em or what but I just envy the things they have .
I envy the lifestyle they have, their hawt body, their bf's, their results .
And the list goes on, it never ends .
I'm a human . An average teenage girl . So yeah .

I want to get and achieve a list of things. A long list.

THE LIST .

1. Treadmill . ( I need to burn my goddamnit fats )
2. A laptop . (I know I've got two pc's already, still...)
3. The Body Shop ( I have a list of items)
4. I need a new pair of Nike shoes . ( I'm sick of my current one )
5. Roxy !
5. I need lotsa novels . (:
6. McD (I'm craving for McD now ) yumm .
7. More novels . (:
8. Caps ( currently obssesed with caps)
9. New hp .
10. Ipod .
11. Better grades .
12. Drink More Water .
13. Exercise . Workout !
14. HIM ! ( I desperately need him in my life)
* Fingers Crossed* Amen . :D

and the list goes on and on .


Actually, most of the things above ain't that hard to get or achieve .
But there are few hard to achive ones like number 11 and 13 .
But *fingers crossed* again . Amen . :D
And the absolutely impossible ones are number 1 and 14 .
Yeah, number 1 coz my dad will ask me to go for jogging not use the treadmill .
Lazy Bumm bha me . Adeyy .
And number 14 . Dang~! no idea .
*Fingers Crossed* Again . Amen . :D

I have no idea why this pass few days I've been using this "dang!" word so many times in a sentence sometimes . DANG ~!
see ?
Until my dad replied me and said "Dang, dong, ding, ur head la"
Dang~!
lol .

Jikalau Aku-Ezlynn .

To me, guys are all the same .
I'm sorry but it's true .
No matter how good they are .
They are still guys .
And they're all the same .
Senang betul ucap kata-kata love, miss kn ?
Like it dosen't even mean a thing to 'em .
Love, miss....do ya'll really understand the meaning of those words ?
Saying it like ya'll don't even mean it .
Miss...love....
wtf lah .
Look at your friendster profile..
The amount of girls you chat with...have you ever thought of me ?
But when I talk to guys..you will make such a big deal about it .
Miss...love..yeah right .
You say those words too much that it worths nothing anymore .
You said you love me . Well, prove it then .
How am I supposed to believe you ?
How am I supposed to give you a chance ?
Prove to me that everything you said is true .
haihh .

How You Love Me Now-Hey Monday .

HIDUP INI MEMANG PALAT ; TAPI ESOK MASIH ADA .

Trying to live by that quote .
Sounds stupid I know .
(:

Untouched-The Veronicas .

I feel so untouched and I want you so much .

That I just can't resist you, it's not enough to say that I miss you .
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much .
Somehow I can't forget you, I've gone crazy from the moment I met you .

Oh, Purple Pen .
I miss you so damn much right now .
*sigh*
Words are not enough to describe how much I miss you right now .
Just wish that you know how much I love you .
I'm sorry :(
I should have left it like that .
I regret . sooo much .
I miss the way it used to be .
Friends Not Lovers .

The Roxy Guy With The Most Adorable Hair . ;)

Last Saturday I went to Batu Putih which is located in mile7 for Mai's brother's wedding .
Abang Tengek & Shakila . (:
So there was this funny incident .
After the bersanding ceremony or whatever you call it .
We were about to go back .
Mai told me "naa mel, ilang la ne slipar kta"
and I was like "eyh, ko ni, jan gtuh bha"
And we both when to look for our slippers .
Since there was so many people and tonnes of slippers .
So I couldn't find mine .
After searching, it was missing !
missing ! missing !
wth =.=/
My roxy flip flops was gone .
I was panicked as it belongs to my sister .
I tried to take a deep breath .
Then I said "uii, mna slipar ku? ilang mai . naa, matilah"
After that Mai spotted this guy whose hair is like the guy
in the Orchid&Kelapa shampoo advertisment . lol .
He was seriously looking at the bride and groom from outside .
And Mai said "excuse me, slipar spa ko gna tuh?"
And he gave us such a stupid answer that I actually forgot to laugh .
He said "ouh, ne ka slipar kmu..alaa, sorry la...kmi ne org susah."
dang~! I really wanted to say "duii, jdi bule la kmu guna slipar org ssuka ati?"
I mean wtf mann . =.=/
And since then Mai and me named him The Roxy Guy .
ish . Not suitable for him bha .
Low class bha that ambal .
lol .
I'm so bad kan . lol .
But haihh , whatever it is , he has no right to use people's slippers without permission .
As if he came to the wedding without a footwear .
Tak logik langsung eyh .