Miss.Miss.Miss

I wish you were here Papa :D
To celebrate with me .
sigh .
Tears rolled down on my face when I received your text this morning .
Miss you loads !

RUGRATS :D

My bday gift from my maid .
Thanks kak Christina :D
berlah kecil bha, it's the thought tht counts bha kak . :)
It's name is Rugrats . (:

Why Does Love Always Feel Like A Battlefield ?

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Random Is The Way I Like It :D

I took few personality kinda quizzes in facebook recently .
And I find SOME of them quite true .
hhe .
Here are the results .

Loves to joke around, Suave and Caring, Brave and Fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities. Know how to console others.
Too Generous and Egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises.
Extraordinary spirit. Easily Angered. Angry when provoked.
Easily Jealous. Observant, Careful and Cautious. Thinks Carefully.
Independent Thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led.
Loves to DREAM. Talented in arts, music, and defense.
Sensitive but NOT pretty. POOR RESISTANCE AGAINTS ILLNESS.
Loving and Caring. Loves to make new friends.

You wear your heart on your sleeves.
You are very in touch with your feelings and the feelings of others.
However, this oftens leaves you heartbroken. People take you and the things you do for granted.
Despite everything you've gone through life and relationship, you always find a way to recover.
(I think this one is really really true)

You have a split personality. One minute your you, and the next minute you have to put on a tough front.
You are very sexy. When you are on your though side, you are strong, sassy and aggresive.
But on the other side of you, you are sweet, and NOT VERY CONFIDENT. You like to have a good time,
and people love you too !


Well, what can I say about you. You Stand Out. Always have and always will.
Wheather you like it or not, people see you as crazy, friendly, freaky, cool, funny, outstanding person !
Everyone should like you for just being yourself, random is the way you like to live it. (:

And I answered those quizzes honestly okay peeps . :D

Emo Much ? lol .

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I'm tired , I'm stressed out , I hate HIM .
I'm confused . I hate, I hate, I hate .
I just feel like throwing my heart in an ocean
So tht I wouldnt have to feel anything .
I wanna be HEARTLESS .
It's like I'm spinning round with mixed feelings .
I wanna scream out loud .

I didn't expect it turn out to be like this .
If I knew, I wouldnt have done it .
I regret, if only I could turn the clock back.....I would .

So many things around me are changing .
From bad to worst .
I'm out of control .
And all I can do is just stand watch all the walls around me crumble .
I have no strength to do anything .
I'm kinda going thru' this "emo" period , I guess .
I don't knw why . I don't knw whts wrong with me ?

I'm in the mood for Linkin Park's Numb, Crawling .
Avril Lavigne's I'm With You, Mobile, Fall To Pieces, My Happy Ending, Runaway .
Kotak's, Tonggalkan Saja . Kelly Clarkson's Behind These Hazel Eyes .
And all those emo songs .


my blog is the only way to relive and let go of everything without speaking .

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

Why is eveyrthing so confusing ?
trying to firgure out this life .


sakit ati ku tingu ko bha .
sandi la idup ku klu tingu ko ari2 .
adeyy .
I wish it wasn't you .

Revenge Is Sweeter-The Veronicas .

I saw it in the news
it told me they were wrong
and I stood up for you
'cause I believed you were the one

you had all the chances in the world
to let me know the truth
what the hell's wrong with you

are you even listening when I talk to you
do you even care what I'm going through
you stare and you're staring right through me
you're right there but its like you never knew me

do you even know I'm up to head
did you give up on me to be with her
Revenge Is Sweeter than you ever were

I'm so mad at you right now
and I can't even find the words
and you're on the way down
I can't wait to see you burn
you tried to make me hate that (?)
when I should be hating you
what the hell's wrong with you

are you even listening when I talk to you
do you even care what I'm going through
you stare and you're staring right through me
you're right there but its like you never knew me


do you even know I'm up to head
did you give up on me to be with her
revenge is sweeter than you ever were

revenge is sweeter than you ever were

nothing can save you now
that is over
I guess that you findd out
that you're no one
don't say you're sorry now
'cause I just don't care

nothing can save you now
nothing
nothing can save you now
nothing

are you even listening when I talk to you
do you even care what I'm going through
you stare and you're staring right through me
you're right there but its like you never knew me

do you even know I'm up to head
did you give up on me to be with her
revenge is sweeter than you ever were

revenge is sweeter than you ever were

Tagged by Manda :D

1.What kind of song you usually listen to?
Anything would do . I'm a universal listener . (:

2.Name 10 of your favourite singers(Solo/Band)
whoa . this is hard shit mann .
em,
1.Eminem
2.Linkin Park
3.Agnes Monica
4.Taylor Swift
5. Beyonce
6.Britney
7.Hey Monday
8.Demi Lavato
9.Miley Cyrus
10. Kangen Band

3.What makes you like a song.
The lyrics definitely . The rhytm, the beat .

4.Most favourite clubbing songs
Forever-Chris Brown, Hot&Cold remix ?

5.Other than english songs, do you listen to song in other language
Malay,Indon,Chinese,sum latin and philipines .

6.Do you listen to chinese songs
yeap . luv 'em .

7.Open your player and press next until it goes to a chinese song and write it down.
Tong Hua-Guang Liang (what an old song still luv it thou)

8.Do you know what is the meaning of the song
About his girlfriend who is sick and is dying i think ?

9.Do you like the song
Yeap .

10.Press next again , write down the song.
Amazing Grace-Chris Tomlin . (my dad's fav song)

11.Do you buy original album or download songs illegally
I download 'em but not illegally . lol .

12.Based on question 2, according to the list name the your favourite song sang by the singer/band.

1. ALOT
2.ALOT
3.Teruskanlah
4.You Belong With Me
5.Righ The Alarm
6. ALOT
7.How You Love Me Now
8. Don't Forget
9. 7 Things
10. Jangan Menangis ?

13.Now tag 10 friends of yours.
1. Syafa
2. Balqis
3. Kay
4. Marilynn
5. Rufina
6. Marlia
7. Deepika

and anyone who wishes to do this . (:

14.Hard Part, find a song for each ot them.
uina j0 . hha .

1.Sugar-Florida
2. idk . lol .
3. Viva La Vida-Coldplay
4. Just A Dream-Carrie Underwood
5. idk . lol
6. em, sum Tokio Hotel song .
7. Poker Face-Lady Gaga

Forever . :D

My dream wedding .
This is like the most awesome and coolest wedding ever .



I think everyone who attended that wedding
would remember it their whole life .
It's just so awesome .

Some people may disagree .
But who cares rite ?
It's your wedding day, you wanna remember it till eternity .
So do it as you wish .
And the haters will shut up .

Anyway, I'm sick of the
"Here Comes The Bride"
slow song where the bride has to walk slowly along the aisle .
Gawd ! That would make her hell more nervous .
This Forever by Chris Brown song which she dances to
is just "whooooaaaa" .
Something fun which would definitely reduce her nervous feeling .

I WANNA GET MARRIED LIKE THIS !!!

my bro said : Don't Dream Too Much Melissa !
hha . WHY ?