Emo Much ? lol .

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I'm tired , I'm stressed out , I hate HIM .
I'm confused . I hate, I hate, I hate .
I just feel like throwing my heart in an ocean
So tht I wouldnt have to feel anything .
I wanna be HEARTLESS .
It's like I'm spinning round with mixed feelings .
I wanna scream out loud .

I didn't expect it turn out to be like this .
If I knew, I wouldnt have done it .
I regret, if only I could turn the clock back.....I would .

So many things around me are changing .
From bad to worst .
I'm out of control .
And all I can do is just stand watch all the walls around me crumble .
I have no strength to do anything .
I'm kinda going thru' this "emo" period , I guess .
I don't knw why . I don't knw whts wrong with me ?

I'm in the mood for Linkin Park's Numb, Crawling .
Avril Lavigne's I'm With You, Mobile, Fall To Pieces, My Happy Ending, Runaway .
Kotak's, Tonggalkan Saja . Kelly Clarkson's Behind These Hazel Eyes .
And all those emo songs .


my blog is the only way to relive and let go of everything without speaking .

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

Why is eveyrthing so confusing ?
trying to firgure out this life .


sakit ati ku tingu ko bha .
sandi la idup ku klu tingu ko ari2 .
adeyy .
I wish it wasn't you .