Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Out From Under-Britney Spears .

This song is one of the best from Britney's new album .
Totally crazy in love with this song (:
The lyrics to the song is below .

Breathe you out, breathe you in
You keep coming back to tell me
You're the one who could have been

And my eyes, see it all so clear
It was long ago and far away, but it never disappears
I try to put it in the past, hold on to myself
And don't look back

I don't wanna dream about, all the things that never were
And maybe I can live without, when I'm out from under
I don't wanna feel the pain, what good would it do me now?
I'll get it all figured out, when I'm out from under
(From under, from under, from under)

So let me go, just let me fly away
Let me feel the space between us, growin' deeper
And much darker everyday

Watch me now, and I'll be someone new
My heart will be unbroken, it will open up
For everyone but you
Even when I cross the line, it's like a lie I've told a thousand times

I don't wanna dream about, all the things that never were
Maybe I can live without, when I'm out from under
I don't wanna feel the pain, what good would it do me now?
I'll get it all figured out, when I'm out from under
(From under, from under, from under, from under)

A part of me still believes when you, say you're gonna stick around
A part of me still believes we can, find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try so let's just, say goodbye
Forever...

I don't wanna dream about, all the things that never were
And maybe I can live without, when I'm out from under
And I don't wanna feel the pain, what good would it do me now?
I'll get it all figured out, when I'm out from under

I don't wanna dream about, all the things that never were
And maybe I can live without, when I'm out from under
And I don't wanna feel the pain, what good would it do me now?
I'll get it all figured out, when I'm out from under
(From under, from under, from under, from under)

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

FUCKTARD .

F.U.C.K ! I don't usually use this word but I'm really pissed right now .
How could he raise his voice at me ?!!! What are you ?
A stuck-up bastard ?

Damn it ! If you don't want to help, you shouldn't have joined my group in the first place .
I really hate this kind of group members . USELESS ! Arrggghhh !
I really felt like screaming back at him but I didn't want to cause a drama or get into a big hu-ha fight .
How about Emylia ? She dosen't even have internet, but she still makes an effort to help out . See Too also helps .
Dude ! you are a guy , aren't you supposed to be ashamed ?
Leaving all the girls to do the work .
And when I asked you, you shouted at me "We are not rushing time also, exam time I still can do lah....bla bla bla bla*crap*"
I really wanted to ask Mdm Leong to replace him with Sharmaine .
Even Emylia and See To agrees . But nevermind .
I have never liked this guy since form 2 . Only acknowledging people and being good to people when he wants something .
Always asking for help, "uiii, Melissa help me ehh" .

That's all . And the next minute, he wont even remember to say thank you .
What kind of friend do you call that ? ugh ~!
Learn to respect people's feelings and learn to appreciate them .
I am just so sick of your attitude .
It's not like I want to bring up old stories but dude !
I helped you do your whole ULBS and you got the highest in the class and you didn't even say thank you .
When you need answers, I give you coz I feel pity for you .

But went I need answers, you wont even look at me .
You suck balls ! You and your friend, Tissue are just the same .
Only come to me for help or when you need something, right ?!
Tissue, if you don't love me, fine !
It's your choice, I can't talk about it .

But aren't you ashmed of asking me for help ?
It's not like I mind but it's becoming to often .
Even my friends say so .

And you take advantage of the fact that I love you beyond the reason why and it's just ain't right . You know I wont say no to you, so you keep asking me to help you .
I helped you with you ULBS . And not only you "forgot" to say thank you but you even lost the paper !!!
And with your
muka-tak-tahu-malu you came and asked me to do it again for you .

I was like wth =.= And I can't believe I actually did it again for you .
Wth was I thinking ? It's too bad I can't hate you .
Anyway, this is better than you avoiding me . :(
Anyway, about that other stuck-up bastard .
Thank God he was still wiling to help, if not....
I don't know why I forgive people so easily and help people eventhough they're bad to me .
Fatin said "Baik Tidak Bertempat" . ahaha .
Anyway, past is past .

I hope I'm not exaggerating .
He-Who-Could-Not-Be-Named , you know who you are .
If you are reading this, I'm sorry .
I'm just letting go ~ No hard feelings, aite ? (:

Monday, April 20, 2009

Thanks to Rose Syakila Farhain . =)

One of my favs .

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Random .

Not really sure about what to blog about today . Not much happend today . Just an ordinary day . But I still feel like blogging (kebaruan) ahh, so what ? rite . All I know is I'm really exhausted . Today as usual went to school . After 5 mins in class , I realise that Tissue wont be coming . Because he usually arrives 5 mins after me(cheyh, I know bha . lol) . I was like so frustrated . sigh* . Anyway, I was rushing to do my karangan ( Lunturnya Semangat Kejiranan) coz I didn't want to tunggu bas . It means stand outside the class . That's how the teacher describes it . lol . But anyway, thank God I had already jotted down the isi's and all . So I only had to copy it back to my buku karangan and arrange the sentences . And I managed to finish it with the help of Deepika and Ain . =) Well, I had always loved BM . So doing karangan's is fun . ehehe (:


Last Outing With Khalidah .

Em, if I'm not mistaken it was last last week . We, my friends and I went out for the last time with Khal . She's moving to kl . Her mum got promoted (uisehh ;P) . Till now, I still can't believe she's no more in Sandakan . We are like bffs . We knew each other since primary one . Started to be in the same class since primary two . Used to follow her car home everyday when we were in primary three . Those were days when we didnt care about anything . Those shit we care so much about now---size, Guys, and the list goes on . We were so closed that we fought alot . ahaha . Amanda and her used to bully me alot till I cried =.= . Owh Gawd ! I miss her so much already .
So yeah, about the outing . There were alot of us . Khal, Mai, Me, Dy, Farah, Sar, Mag, Yon, Amanda, Zett, Jess, Jane plus some of her camping friends which I didn't know . There was one hawt guy . lol . His name was J.F . (bukan nama sebenar) lol . ahh, whatever about him . We enjoyed alot . Went to town had drinks, jalan-jalan, then to Mixfruit and of coz, as usual KBOX . I really love the song we sang-Lagu Untukmu by Meet Uncle Hussein .
Okay people, I wanna blog more but I have to go to the doctor coz I have some serious allergies . Dr Eng, Help Me !!! =) plus I got loads of homework . from accounts-english(1000 words essay)-BM karangan . And I gtg before my mum blows her top . aargghh !


And yeah, I have to wake at 4.40 a.m. tomorrow. swt =.= bus comes at 5.30 a.m. wth .
I'll upload some pictures . Let 'em speak on behalf of me =)
see ya , tc ! xoxo .


They should have airconds in kbox . It was like so damn hot .


Dy, Farah, Me, Khal .

Me, Amanda, Khal .

All Of Us .




Khal, Me, Amanda . Childhood Besties, forever . =)

-Sorry about the pictures . I have no idea why it looks like that . cacat =.=

Obama Has A Dog !

It's a dog's life: New Pet Bo Gives Barack Obama The Runaround On White House Lawn .
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If Barack Obama thought running for President was hard, he may have taken on an even tougher challenge.
Just hours after the arrival of new dog Bo, the most powerful man in the world seemed in danger of being pulled off his feet by his new puppy.
The Portuguese water dog put his owners through their paces on the White House lawn - leaving them struggling to keep up.
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In an unguarded moment the President runs along a corridor in the White House followed by Bo .

Barrack Obama

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Yeah, that's Obama and I admire him . =)

Barack Hussein Obama II was born on August 4, 1961) is the 44th and current President of the United States . He is the first African American to hold the office. Obama was the junior United States Senator from Illinois from January 2005 until November 2008, when he resigned following his election to the presidency .
Obama is a graduate of Columbia University and Harvard Law School, where he was the first African American president of the Harvard Law Review . He was a community organizer in Chicago before earning his law degree . He worked as a civil rights attorney in Chicago and also taught constitutional law at the University of Chicago Law School from 1992 to 2004 .
Obama served three terms in the Illinois Senate from 1997 to 2004. Following an unsuccessful bid for a seat in the U.S. House of Representatives in 2000, Obama ran for United States Senate in 2004. His victory from a crowded field in the March 2004 Democratic primary raised his visibility, and his prime-time televised keynote address at the Democratic National Convention in July 2004 made him a rising star nationally in the Democratic Party . He was elected to the U.S. Senate in November 2004 by the largest margin in Illinois history .
He began his run for the presidency in February 2007 . After a close campaign in the 2008 Democratic Party presidential primaries against Hillary Rodham Clinton, he won his party's nomination, becoming the first major party African American candidate for president . In the 2008 general election, he defeated Republican candidate John McCain and was inaugurated as president on January 20, 2009 .

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Hey People ! (:

Hey people. It's my first time blogging. I actually thought of starting a blog a long time ago but I wasn't sure if I could do it coz I'm not good at writting. But since Deepika has been persuading me to blog for a long time, so I thought ah, okay lah. Try it out. So I wont blame you guys if you find my blog boring. hahaha. I don't really know what to post about. I wanna inspirit people. I want my blog to be inspiring like Marilynn's one :). I don't want my blog to be about bragging, about bitches, branded stuff and all that crap. =.=
Can't wait to go to school tomorrow. Eventhough I haven't finished my homework.
esp account, english (1000 words essay), and bm karangan. =.=
I can't wait to see him. =)
So that's all for now people.
xoxo,
you know you love me.